I’m a father and a son; I’ve been a lover with just one,
But this world can get me all undone,
And I’m frightened I’m the only one.
I wrestle with the thoughts I keep,
If I sow the seed of arrogance then it’s loneliness I’ll reap,
It’s loneliness I’ll reap.
Please don’t leave me stranded here,
With a head of lies and a heart of fear.
My life’s a show on Gods TV,
The world an audience, watching me.
So wake me, shake me, keep me sharp,
As I touch the power of Gods great harp.
And this world can fill your head with praise,
That steals me from eternal grace.
So how can I serve God and wealth?
I can captivate an army, but I can’t control myself.
I can’t control myself.
Ghostly figure out at sea, I hear a voice that’s calling me,
To walk upon the waves of faith.
For in the arms of God, I am safe.
All this time, since the day that I was born,
I’ve never known a time like this,
I don’t wanna let you down.
I will sing, sing for your light has come.
Song Meaning
The song wrestles with pride, public attention, fear, and divided loyalties. Its plea for help turns toward the risk and safety of trusting God.
Biblical Message
Matthew 6:24 addresses the conflict between serving God and wealth; Matthew 14:28–31 offers a related picture of stepping onto the water in faith.
Reflection
Ask where the desire for praise or success is pulling you away from faithful living.
Frequently Asked Questions
Is this simply a song about feeling loved?
No. It also examines the singer’s insecurity, motives, and need for God’s correction.
Which Bible passages connect with the song?
Matthew 6:24 addresses the conflict between serving God and wealth; Matthew 14:28–31 offers a related picture of stepping onto the water in faith.
When can this song be used in worship?
Reflection on humility, integrity, and discipleship.